Dusk Till Dawn

I've always been a person to trust the first person that shows interest in me. These past few months have been a blur like I was working on auto pilot. 

Seasons will fly by and friends will make you cry you'll feel your world change before your eyes but you'll survive. I know I did.

There I was under the orange sky, sitting with my mother, pouring my heart out about this past few months where I feel I've been betrayed. Tears threatening to spill from my eyes. 

Like they say 'Mother knows best'. She definitely knew exactly what to say. She told me " every part of you is precious so never cry over a man , a friend, or a failure but cry only for yourself". That flipped a switch in my mind.

If it brands me as selfish then so be it but I will live only for myself, cry only for myself and fight only for myself. I will not let anyone change me until I'm covered in Daisies.

~Benecia Fernandes

Picture Credit: Benecia Fernandes